(((Cthomas))) - I'm so sorry for your loss. Yes it's very normal to get triggered by your own post, especially when you're sharing a painful experience. You sharing your pain, helped the other member. I can't imagine how painful this must have been for you and your husband. It's impossible to try and make sense or understand why it happened and you should never feel guilty. You also can't blame yourself for not being able to give your husband another child - he must love you very much. When we get triggered, this is a sign we need more healing and sharing your story helps you heal. The only solace in this experience, is knowing there's an angel watching over you both.