I am calling the last couple of days a "flare up". My T and I called my P-nurse and we did a med tweak.

I am so tired of this crap. I was just sitting here wondering how long I can go on like this. How many more years being whacked upside the head with no warning by "Flare ups"?

Am I going to make it? Sometimes I don't know. Which flare up is going to be the one to do me in?