It has been a while since I posted this. I have read this over and over again and each time takes me back to that little girl who so desperatly needed love, approval and acceptance.

Each one of you who have responded to this have touch me so much. All of you. I thank you for understanding my pain, knowing exactly what to say and comforting me in only a way that one can when living through this type of abuse.

I have posted about my father before. The struggle I have servering ties with him. After all of that, I still, to this day want his approval and love.

If that isnt sick, I dont know what is.