So yesterday even when it was very clear they weren't coming to get me for the partial program, I still jumped to my window every time I heard a noise or a car drive by... not voluntarily I was just still in "don't keep the bus waiting" mode all day long. That is part of what made it so hard to get any rest yesterday.

On top of it, all day long for the past few days, I think someone down the block is building something, but everytime I hear any noise, or banging, or a kid's ball hitting my house, or anything, my whole body tenses up because I think they are coming to shut off my electricity again or something. I slept with my window air conditioner on last night just to have the noise distract me, otherwise I couldn't sleep at all.

It makes for a tense day.