Also Borderline means intense irritability, a tendency to be easily hurt and angered, loving someone to death than hating them two seconds later, which causes a lot of relationship disturbances, a feeling of emptiness that makes you do "crazy" things - yes, this is me.

I have been in my relationship for nearly 5 years, bar a 1/2 year break, when I had an affair and got caught out (Note how this affects the sabotage part?)
I get VERY angry at my boyfriend and I think maybe someone less patient may have long called it quits