I'm right there with you feary. It feels like the fear of death is consuming all aspects of life. I'm still trying to cope with it myself. I find that reading a good book distracts me from even thinking about it and calms me down at the same time. But I definitely think that both seeker1950 and romanjames2004 are on to something too....try and focus on the "now". Hope to hear back soon. -Storms