I appreciate your feedback, Julial. I am now further frustrated by the fact that just as I'm beginning to get responses, my computer has suddenly gone haywire and it literally takes 25 minutes for a page to load. I can't imagine what the problem is.

I don't want to disregard you, or make you feel like I'm rejecting what you're saying, but I don't think it's the same as using logic to respond to an emotional outburst. It's that he simply *has* no emotions, period. Ever. In any circumstance. I don't care who died, he doesn't feel anything. In the time we've been together, I've seen him lose both grandmothers and an uncle, and feel nothing.

And at this point, the thought of living the rest of my life with an emotionless man is unacceptable to me. I won't leave him. I won't end our marriage. But I'm not going to be as happy as I was.