OK, So she's moving out right now as I type this.
But I think I'm ok. I'm doing alot better than I thought I would. I helped fold some of her stuff and pack it up this morning, and it was a bit theraputic.
I'm going to call today and make an appt with a therapist. I don't want to go back on meds. I don't like the side effects. Made me feel sick all the time. I want to learn how to combat my triggers on my own. I can do this. Somehow this morning, I found renewed strength.
I started my blog yesterday......
"Learning to dance in the rain"
That's one of my favorite quotes:
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass.... It's about learning to dance in the rain"
That's what I'm trying to do.
Thanks for your support guys!
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