Kelly,

Can you print this post and take it to her? That would be the easiest way, and then she will be able to help you with these things. I know, those topics are extremely difficult to vocalize, especially when you have not talked about them before. I've been there, and writing it down was what I had to do.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Kelly}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I hope you feel better soon.

Wendy (I'm in a bad place currently also - maybe if we run into each other we can help each other find the way out)

<font color=green>"Someone may have stolen your dream when it was young and fresh and you were innocent. Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible." -Jane Rubietta</font color=green>