Oh Inky.  That is a bunch of **** to have to deal with at one time. I am really sorry things are going like this for you right now.
I know this is only a tiny consolation, but I think that it speaks volumes that your baby's first word was mom. Even though you missed some important "firsts" you are clearly very important to her!
I hope things start on an upward slope for you soon.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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