My life is falling apart, I just smsed Brenda and she said that she wasn't in the mood to chat, and then another friend of mine tried to phone another friend of mine named Juan and his phone is off soo guess what is happening they are together and trying to hide it from me, why do people always try to hurt me and all I do is try and be the nice guy who helps everyone, all I want in life is to be loved by her and now once again a friend has taken her away from me. I truly am pathetic.