I had no idea so many people do the same thing are you all bipolar like me ? I dread coming in here to my room and shutting off the lights and falling asleep and yes its like I dont want to miss anything but I want my mind to rest but it wont stop or something . and I am afraid of shadows, shadows of people so I do try to fall asleep with my tv on but it has a timer to shut off . and I usually dont remember dreams and the ones I have had are not good I always wake up hateful . anyone else?