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Old Jun 10, 2010, 12:10 AM
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Hello everyone. I have recently been diagnosed with paranoid schiz. with del./hall. and my med combo seems to be helping some. However, now that I am coming out of the "fog" I've been in for the last couple weeks, I am scared that I'm going to lose my life as a pretty normal mom and wife. Yesterday morning I woke up in another fog-like state; like someone had drugged me and the paranoia and hallucinations (voices) came back. Now, I'm scared to go to sleep because I might slip away from reality and not come back. Seems like when I go into this "fog", I keep going in deeper until I'm just barely recognizing what's real. I'm a mom, a wife, and a graduate student; and life was going fairly well until now. I'm scared to death about what's happening to me. I have a good doctor and therapist so that helps. My husband is also supportive. Does anyone else ever have this fear? Thanks, and it's good to be here.