The key word there is 'feel'. You 'feel' like everyone is against you and 'feel' like your world is ending. These two things are likely not true so take comfort in the fact that, unless you are a world leader making bad decisions, or are standing on a high cliff, neither of your fears are reality based.

I hope you find comfort in those around you who truly care about you, and can find a way to look at what you have as opposed to worrying about what is not real. You may find that your life is not half as bad as you think right now and that it's good just to be alive. That's how I try to think, anyway.

Good luck!

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