You must be very scared and overwhelmed right now!
Maybe trying for disability, either temporary or full benefit, would be a good idea right now. You have so much to deal with and having to deal with trivial people at a job that you don't like anymore isn't worth your time if you have other options. I hope the docs are able to help you with everything that is going on for you. Big hugs!!!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."