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Old Jun 10, 2010, 05:47 PM
PaulsonLaw PaulsonLaw is offline
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Yes, I'm 28 & a "functional schizo." Not by choice as I would rather not exist 70% of the time. It was real real bad in for about 5yrs round my 20's. Hasn't gotten better but understanding & control are great tools, more so than any meds as I haven't been on them in years.

So the main issue, among many, is the thought that "someone" can read & hear my thoughts. It use to be that that "someone" could put thoughts into my head but has gotten way out of control last 6months on someone hearing my thoughts. I feel I have lost the last piece of freedom I had. It is so bad that even correct what I am thinking fearing that they will know.

Life has been hard enough to stay around & I'm not sure how much longer I can take it. I am a prisoner in my own mind.

No question, just wanted to state that. Thanks for reading it.