Only you can want to get better,
Only you can open up ,
I was reading a couple of old Journals And Realized how much I hated myself when I was younger. How many GOODBYE letters I wrote.all for attention I was Lacking. From my mother or a DAD who was never around to save me. You should read Suffering,Upset,Hitting Rockbottom, In this Forum I have found people who understand me. Think about your problems..
your in control of your life.
When you feel you can't open up talk too us, we will never judge you.
If I sound like I'm being harsh, I'm sorry!
I'm just having a bad day, Bad life.
But if there was one thing I could change from my past
Is not botteling everything up! Having a VOICE.... too say what I truely felt and not thought about how I was going to tell and never did... maybe now I would be feeling better.
Music and writting brings me peace
If you need a friend we are here,
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Duchess~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ABOUT THE NINTH HOUR JESUS CRIED OUT IN A LOAD VOICE, "ELOI,ELOI, LAMA SABACHTHANI?"~WHICH MEANS~"MY GOD, MYGOD,WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?"
~MATTHEW27:46.
MY GOD,MYGOD WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?WHY ARE YOU SO FAR FROM SAVING ME,SO FAR FROM THE WORDS OF MY GROANING?~ PSALM 22:1