Dex ~
Hon , Have you heard anything at all today? I forgot to ask you when I saw you in chat today.

I had to go to the hospital in March and I know its not fun. I have mixed feelings I guess about how I got there lol , ( Bless your heart Down) . I ended up going in the Highway Patrol car Grrrrrrr. They came to my house after I left Down hanging in chat and the poor guy didnt know what to do. Another memmber here got my info from him and called for him. I was so scared and so unprepared to go. And being there well it just exacerbated things too. But on the other hand I am thankful that it happened cause I ended up getting the right dx on a few things because of seeing a pdoc. I got to focus on myself only and learned how to take care of me! I know now that I am important and worth the effort it took to get myself to see that. Does that make sense? Not all nights are good sleeping . NOt all days are good living. But they are better because I now have the tools I need to look back on and use should I need them to help myself.

So I guess what I am saying is try to take this experience and make it a positive one for yourself. I think it means alot that you have put forth the effort in helping plan this. And I for one am proud of you for doing that. Hang in there and know that I welcome pm's from you should you need to talk ok? Thinking of ya~!

Hugz~
Bethy