Evening. I read what you wrote and I am honestly sorry that you are feeling so tourmented with pain over your physical appearance. I clicked on your name to see your profile. I saw a profile picture of a very pretty girl with three guys. Is this you? Because if it is, you are extremely pretty as far as I am concerned.

I have known some beautiful girls who are convinced that they are ugly and / or fat. The reason they are convinced of that is because they have been hurt when they were young. And they are convinced that they are ugly because of how much they were hurt. I am not saying this is the case with you. But I do know its the case with some young women who i know. They absolutly cannot see anything but "ugly" while other people who look at them see how gorgeous or pretty they are. Because of the hurt they expereinced they currently have no way to see themselves clearly. Again, I do not want to jump to conclusions about you. But if thats you in your profile picture, I gotta say, you are very pretty young woman. Of course that doesnt change how you feel about yourself. Because how you FEEL is very real. But I did see a very pretty girl in that picture. Just saying. A bit of feedback from someone who has been around the block many times over her 59 years..... that would be moi. Maybe as we heal the wounds of the inside, we can find the beauty of the outside?