Hey Opaquemind0 I have always thought that beneeth anger is pain. would it be possible to talk with a school guidence counseller? Or is school out for the summer where you live? I am really sorry that you are in so much pain. I can see that you are intelligent, regardless of what grades you are getting. Sometimes when we are in pain, it effects everything including school. Huge blessings for you. I hope you can find the exact right person to talk with irl. And I hope you can keep posting here. thats important too. Because people here do care. I know I do !!