Hello David
Welcome to our forum, I hope that we will stick on you and you will enjoy our company. Heart problems are a very sensitive subject for me B/c I just Lost a very close friend of mine to heart Dieses {31}. he died infront of me and his wife, I remmber so many times he felt as if he was nothing, marked by scars that he knew would one day take his life. he turned to other things such as drugs to pitty himself. Forgetting about his 7 year old child beautiful wife and great friends that loved him so much.... I guess you can say Depression took over and finally one. leaving the rest of us in agony and pain. rethink about your desicion and remmber just because you can not talk or walk or be who you were, your heart will forever remain the same, giving the ones who LOVE you another chance just too start over and have you around. sometimes it's not all about you. remmber we are here too help you with the REST. you have really found an AMAZING group And FORUM. I really hope you keep us posted.
Please, consider me a friend !
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ABOUT THE NINTH HOUR JESUS CRIED OUT IN A LOAD VOICE, "ELOI,ELOI, LAMA SABACHTHANI?"~WHICH MEANS~"MY GOD, MYGOD,WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?"
~MATTHEW27:46.
MY GOD,MYGOD WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?WHY ARE YOU SO FAR FROM SAVING ME,SO FAR FROM THE WORDS OF MY GROANING?~ PSALM 22:1