I recently went off of my meds and it ended very badly. The only reason I went off is that I want to have another baby. My doc is now tapering very slowly. I understand you wanting to see what you are like off of the meds. I wanted that to, but ended up severely depressed and I took a handful of Xanax. I urge you to talk to your pdoc about this. If you do go off of your meds, you want to do it with your pdoc's help.