I'm not dumb.
I'm generally a nice person.
I'm responsible.

but I'm not educated. I've gone to college but I was an idiot and chose music. With my grades from high school I probably could have chosen any degree path, but I chose music. I don't even have the degree yet, and the only reason I want it is to have a college degree.

I don't want to go back to this school.

I want a start over button.

I feel so useless, I don't meet any qualifications for even temp jobs, I'm sick of food industry. =( My mom made me think I could make enough money to support a family with music PERFORMANCE, when she's not even making 10,000 a year >.> she was letting her husband making lots of money (I should have chosed to folloow in HIS footsteps) take care of her and the family.