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Old Jun 11, 2010, 08:43 AM
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Originally Posted by sugahorse View Post
I'm still battling to get stable. And even when I am stable, it's a very fragile type of stable. Hoping my AD's can be upped and I've also been lucky that I've never had mania, and my hypomania is also quite minimal and infrequent.

But BPgirl - we are here to support you and give you advise; unfortunately you do need to take responsibility for your actions and your health, and the advise given here clearly indicates that at this stage you need the intervention of a doctor to help you.

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Hi sugarhorse,
Thank you for your concern. I am doing okay. I have "come down" from the hypomania, and am now on the low side, though it is not too bad. I have been seeing a therapist/psych nurse for a while-she is very good. I was recently hospitalized for depression (which had been building for 9 months). It had gotten to the point where I could not function and was having suicidal ideation, though no attempts. My psych nurse diagnosed me as bipolar, as did the psychiatrist at the hospital. I was in the partial hospital program for 6 weeks and in that time we tried as many AD's to bring me out of the depression. Either they didn't work, or I had severe side effects. I finally put my foot down about the AD's. I just think we were trying too much too fast for my body and mind to catch up. I am VERY sensitive to medications. I was discharged from the hospital on Tuesday. The hypomania I described started on Monday evening and lasted until Wednesday. It was gone when I woke up on Thursday. I did tell my doc about it. I will be following up with my psych nurse next Wednesday. Right now I am only on Lamictal (mood stabilizer), Trazadone, and Lorazepam. I am letting my system clear out from AD's for another week, then I will start again with my psych nurse. We will probably also look at a different mood stabilizer. So, you see, I am taking responsibility . I really appreciate your concern. Let me know how you make out with your meds. Hang in there...I'll be thinking of you!
BPGirl