I am still at my parents house because dad was worried about me going home still having the wound vac on and not being able to drive was a factor also. He said he was worried about me getting to lonely. I laughed and said I'm not lonely well I kind of lied I do get lonely and hate living by myself with just Tyger and he is always outside it seems like. I think that was one of the reasons I was smoking was I was bored so I smoked and so I am worried about what happens when I go home and I get lonely or bored again. My T and I talked about it a little yesterday and she is going to bring me some cross stitch patterns for me to look through and start my next project. I want to do a magnolia. She said she had a huge stack of patterns and she would be happy to share them with me. I also have my computer, word find books and books to read. I am trying to read the Twilight series right now. Even though the books captivate me when I start to read them I just can't bring myself to start to read. I also sleep. I can also walk there is a walking trail not to far from my apartment. So we came up with some things but how do I deal with the loneliness?

Jan