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Originally Posted by PaulsonLaw
Yes, I'm 28 & a "functional schizo." Not by choice as I would rather not exist 70% of the time. It was real real bad in for about 5yrs round my 20's. Hasn't gotten better but understanding & control are great tools, more so than any meds as I haven't been on them in years.
So the main issue, among many, is the thought that "someone" can read & hear my thoughts. It use to be that that "someone" could put thoughts into my head but has gotten way out of control last 6months on someone hearing my thoughts. I feel I have lost the last piece of freedom I had. It is so bad that even correct what I am thinking fearing that they will know.
Life has been hard enough to stay around & I'm not sure how much longer I can take it. I am a prisoner in my own mind.
No question, just wanted to state that. Thanks for reading it.
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Hey Paulson,
My life was a real struggle when I was in my 20's with a psychotic break every year or two. When I reached thirty they stopped. Sounds like you are slowly starting to get a handle on things that were bothering you before. I wouldn't worry about the thought transference thing. I think to some degree it is possible anyway if you read Dean Radin's Entangled Minds
http://www.amazon.com/Entangled-Mind.../dp/1416516778
I remember reading in that book that the profession that is least accepting of PSI type stuff are those in the field of psychology.
My advice to you is just accept to a certain extend thought that transference has some validity and try and leave it at that. We need healthy autonomy but on a higher level we are all interconnected.
There is a formula Pain X Resistance = Suffering. The key is to try and take the resistance out of the equation.
I hope this has helped some, Shoe