Family has disowned me b/c I am seeing a T. And the fact that I told all the family secrets that no one is supposed to talk about. My friends....well, I have been trying all week to get someone. Today is my last day of trying to get someone to help me tonight, and the next two days.

I really just want to call my T since I know I can let all my feelings out infront of him, but I don't want to burden him.