(((((((( Fenrir )))))))) Here's a hug!

You have an opportunity to better yourself and yet you have these yucky 'parent' tapes that play and tell you all sorts of awful things that try to stop you being who you are.

The truth is you are very intelligent, you are not broken, and you are not weak. You do fit in very well but your 'parent' tapes don't like that because it makes you an amazing person.

Having the chance to do this school course and the realization that you are worthy to do such a thing is scary. It's scary because you are delving into the unknown and you happen to be fighting those 'parent' tapes at the same time. You can do this, take each day one step at a time, don't look too far ahead and know that you can succeed because you are a fighter!