Still not good, really struggling, just about managing to keep my head above water, with quite a lot of tears!

Got to see this police officer again next week - but although he is helping me with this rape crime, I think I might get arrested because, I was arrested a few weeks back carrying a knife, and now Im doing it again, and he knows

Then I saw my doctor and he ahs diagnosed me with a mallory weiss tear, thanks to my anorexia and that has hit me really hard.

Then I have been self harming a lot, and thats frustrating me because I was doing so well.

Then I hardly have any support, because everyone keeps passing me around!