((((((((((Tryingtobeme))))))))))
Sending many hugs your way. I'm sorry that you cannot find anyone to talk to at the moment. I agree with Lisa Michelle - it wouldn't be burdening your T to contact them, especially if it's during business hours. If you aren't able to get a hold of your T or any friends, have you considered calling a Crisis Line to just talk with somebody? It can be very helpful sometimes.

And remember that we are here to listen whenever you need to talk. If you ever want to chat privately, you can also pm me anytime. Be kind to yourself during this difficult time, and try to remember that this will pass eventually. These bad feelings don't last forever.