It's really alot of things silverqueen.

From my parents moving, selling the house to my twin, that comfort wont be there really, not with the change, my cat can't be with me cause the bf is allergic, i'm stressed about not seeing her since my parents will likely be close to 2 hours away. I can't call them because I don't have a phoneline...

I wont have a home, even though yes i'm living here at my bf's house but it's not mine... does that make sense?