I have to admit that I haven't always been reading your posts because they are so hard to read because of the omission of spaces and the use of shorthand like c and b4 etc. Since time is not an issue like it is in text would you try to write out what you are saying. Of course it is up to you what you want to do.

Reconsider your use of medications that don't come from you doctor. He/she can't help you get to stability if all meds are not known. As for disclosing at work, you might want to tell your supervisor but not other co-workers. I had a bad experience when I did this.