Yesterday i was all happy through out the day on a scale of 1 to 10 being the best i was at a 14. Then at 11pm i had to go pick up my cousin. I was ok on the way there and once my cousin sat down into the car and starte to complain about her headache. Well first of all she asked if i could take one of her friends home. No early warning just showed up with the friend at my car putting me into a situation that i could not say no in. Well then she started to complain about her headache and saying how its so bad cause shes pregnant and cant take anything. Then she started complainng about how state is at her nursing home. I made the mistake of say8ing state is comming to the hotel soon too. She said snotty well state at a nursing home is much worse than at a hotel. I KNOW i worked at a nursing home. she told me i didnt haft to get so bi*chy. Well i shut up and she started saying that i was pist off. THAT PIST ME OFF RIGHT THERE. I told her very stern NO im just tired. Well she started to bicker and say how she does not want to be down here. Well i started to get very angry. Then we were coming up to a cop that had allready pulled over a guy and was talking to the guy. Before i had a chance to get into the other lane she tells me to get into the other lane. I said yes yes i know. She told me dont be a bi*ch about it. I told her well its not like the cop can pull me over. She said yes they can. they doo it all the time. I told her that a cop wont stop writting out a ticket leave the other guy and go ito his car and drive after me. She says they do it in the cities. I got even more pist. I said THIS IS NOT THE CITIES. THIS IS A TOWN. THEY ARE DIFFERENT. she was bi*chy all the way home.

I dont get it i was so hyper happy this morning and whole day and then i went to very pist off. To very down. scale of 1 to 10 iam at a -3 right now. And this all happened yesterday. I also cut my self too yesterday. I cut the word Bi*ch into my thy and did a deep cut into my leg. I started on a new med and it hasnt helped yet. Can mood swings happen in a day? or is it just my hormones or something?