Sunset- The school year isn't over, but with finals next week, I don't have a chance. I dunno. I mean, we never really had that connection to be honest. He thought I was a smart kid and (imo) not a big deal, probably because I didn't feel very open to talk. Ugh..
I will agree, I am smart! I'm worried though because potential scholarship opportunities can go down the drain to (maybe) some dummy who bs-ed through school! I'm sorry but, I'm noticing these things happen, and I'm so frustrated that I'm going down myself!! It's so true, pain affects everything. UGH, I CAN'T TAKE THIS!!!!
Thank you though.. thank you for the wonderful support and care! I hope I'll find that person.

Blue- You're too good to me! Warm fuzzies are sooo nice. It's very frustrating because I know I'm better than this, but I don't know what to say now! Everyone's always wanting me to do so well, and look at me now! I'm so wanting good grades for the finals that I'm worried that I'm not going to do as well! D-mn my ironic thinking! Thanks!! I do love PC..and those street smarts of mine.
I hope the sun will come again.

Byzantine- Today was something else. The shame of it all, the bad grades.. I was very down today.
Thank you! I'll try..but I've unfortunately gone back to my bad ways and I'm not concentrating anymore. *sigh*