(((Evening))) Do you find that the way you see yourself changes as your moods change? I know this is how it happens for me. We never look good to ourselves when we feel like crap on the inside. I did visit your profile, the curiosity almost killed me.....and let me just say this, you and I are both are just cute as buttons, even though our minds are telling us different. It is so strange how we attack ourselves in this way. I still do it when Im feeling down but have found that the effects of buying new things only lasts a short time. I hope you are getting positive counseling, because if you can change the way you think you will see how lovely you truly are. Now, when I hear myself telling me how ugly I am, I tell it to go suck an egg, even if its first thing in the morning before Ive brushed my teeth!!!!