My sex life was stolen from me....I have no sex life...What would it have been like without the abuse??? I feel so bad for taking it away from my fiance... We have been together for 7 years and I can count on 2 hands how many times we have had sex....It is sad...Also I now have panic attacks when I have sex... I just want it to go away...I want to be able to like sex and not have to put my fiance in an awkward place...Its not fair to him....I hate being this way...How can someone just take that away from you? What did I do to deserve that???