I am mad at your family ..though I am sure they cannot help it... but they are the ones who are way out of line here.....NOBODY has a right to mistreat you like that and thats what it is...emotional abuse...I think you go cause they ARE family ...They seem like they need therapy ......and youre the only one who went but I really think this is a family with huge issues. And showing your scars then hiding it in..there cool is BULL S*** ......I dont know how to fix it but youre NOT in the wrong to want to avoid this bedlam

HUGS