Seeker,

The best part of the email is that it made YOU realize that is isn't right......no matter what other people may say, it comes down to your own decision.......& is sounds like you have come to a great realization that will be in your best interest for the rest of your life.

I think you are being wise in the decision you have made.....to just not be there when he comes back & avoid all further emails......You have your best interest in mind now & as long as you stand by your decision (the light bulb came on.....gut feeling) you are in control & not vunerable.

I am proud of your decision....You are doing great.....keep it up even though it may be hard,
Debbie