I have no real life friends anymore, either, but I believe that is by choice, anymore.

I have absolutely no problem making friends &/or maintaining friendships. I have found though, that over the years finding someone who isn't into some kind of mind game of some sort is rare to find and the energy required to invest into said friendship only to later prove pointless has pretty much exhausted me and discouraged me from seeking.

Despite the fact that I do love my own company, it would be nice to have someone to share time with....hard to have fun alone at the amusement park, for example...and I soooo love the rides....lmao.

Shangrala