thx again... I'm tryin here, I swear! but my doc said no more emergency appts throughout the month & my next appt isn't til the 23rd of this month. & my doc doesn't care about my opinions or anything either... he's quite adimant about the whole "my way or find someone else" bs... so I have an appt with a new guy that same day (the 23rd was the soonest new patient appt date available). ever been to a forensic psychologist? this will be my 1st... makes me feel like i'll be walkin onto one of the CSI sets or something lol.