i was on here before about my anxiety.
i stopped taking all of the meds. i feel the same off them as i did on them.
but throughout everything i never sleep. they tried trazedone 50mg, 100mg and 200mg, seroquel 50mg, 100mg, 150mg, 200mg, 250mg, 300mg and hydroxyzine... i don't even remember how much. and now i take two ambien and i don't feel anything...from any of it. i was up for 4 days straight and had to go to the ER and they gave me a shot of ativan and a couple hours later i slept for 2 hours and was awake for 2 more days. i even tried melatonin and didn't feel anything..
i'm on allergy meds and i don't get tired. any OTC med doesn't make me tired.. not nyquil, tylenol PM, benadryl, etc. not even an IV of benadryl.
if i'm lucky enough to be able to fall asleep, i wake up every 30-45 minutes. sometimes i can crash really hard for an hour or two, but then i am done sleeping for the next day.
i don't really know what to do anymore.
it's making me sick.
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