*HUGE GROUP HUG* You are smart, you fit in here perfectly,you are not a burden and you shouldn't think of yourself like that,again you fit in here perfectly,not everybody belongs to active communities including me,it's ok if your not on your hockey team,you don't bother your friends too much,I can be your friend(a real one too lol even though I'd just be talking to you over the internet which still helps),it's just caution,I like you and so does everyone else who has commented so far(trust me there will be more), I'm broken too,I can't keep up with the world around me either,I can't even sleep at night anymore(which is why I'm answering this at such an odd hour lol),I think alot about nothing in particular too,you haven't failed that's why you're here trying to find help,if you were in hockey I seriously doubt you are a weak little boy, and it's ok to let your anger out when you're ready too.*MORE HUGE GROUP HUGS*
Feel better yet? I can keep doing this for a while if you need it.