Today I nearly got fired cause I took to many meds this morning and it looked like from the customers point of that I was either drunk or on drugs, a very dear friend of mine kept my job for and in the end I realised that I tried to OD why I don't cause me and KimmyDawn spoke about it last and she kept me going for that nite but in the end it all breaks down to the point the that I did try and OD, I took way too much serequol and all it did do was make me wanna sleep real bad and I did as soon as I got home, I passed out on my bed, the funny thing is I really don't care if I don't work or whatever, for me its just an endless horror that I must face alone, and that is LIFE.