I know why I SI...it's a long story. But I find it hard because I can't talk to my guidance counsellor, my parents refuse to help, and none of my friends help me. So I SI so easily. Like it used to be when I was only really upset but the slightest thing that makes me upset now, I just break down and SI. I guess it is wrong in the sense I'm hurting myself but does it really matter if no one cares to help me? It took so much courage to tell people I SI'd and all I got was it slapped back down in my face.