we have a friend who wet the bed as a child every night until she moved out of her parents home at age eighteen.
years later she began her healing work and understood the reasons why she wet the bed long beyond the "norms" of childhood bed wetting.
from our experience with survivors we have heard of many who faced similar situations to yours.
we're sorry your appointment is so triggering of the past. physical sensations can make those things seem worse.
we have every faith in you Nevada.
peacefully,
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