Reading that just made me cry... I didn't want to SI again and I was trying really hard not to. I feel so stupid. I'm 16 I have my whole life ahead of me and I thought of ending it. Part of me does want all of this to stop. I want to feel like a normal teenager, but part of me doesn't because I like my way of coping. Although cutting is bad, it helps me get through things. I feel so messed up right now... I know theres stuff going on but it's not like I have the worst life out there...

Thanks everyone whos posted...I'm getting more comments here than I do in a week at school or home