Well it sounds odd to say im glad im not alone in this situation, but i am. I find it very hard to make friends and even harder to maintain them. I am i guess too open of a person and dont play games or lie so eventually my problems will come up and it freaks people out i guess. Like someone above said thats when u find out ur true friends and there usually arent many. I have thought of joining the book club at the library so maybe i will give that a try. I just wish i could loosen up and not worry about it so much and just let it happen.