You talk about your pent up anger. I don't blame you for being angry after the way you were treated. But you know most teens had acne. I know I did and used to think that everyone thought I was the ugliest thing on earth. Now I look back and think that they had it, too. Yes, some of them were mean acting about anything that was not perfect. But would I really want anything to do with jerks like that? No! I'm sure there were others who were cool with you and understood you, too, right? Try to focus on the ones who are worth it and not the jerks who don't know what they are doing. You will feel much better.

As for the anger there are plenty of constructive ways to deal with it like working on a project or washing your car. But driving fast can do you harm and no one is worth that. Especially those who act the way you have described.

I don't think you are odd. Take care.

<font color=blue>Peace to you.
CQ</font color=blue>

<font color=red>"The worst sin toward our fellow creatures is not to hate them, but to be indifferent to them: that's the essense of inhumanity." George Bernard Shaw (1856 - 1950), "The Devil's Disciple" (1901), act II.</font color=red>