I too seem to get in these down times where I just don't feel at all. I have had depression for many years, but only diagnosed 6 years ago. Right now I feel like no matter what I do I am not happy. My husband is not there for me, I want to move away, but I can't leave my job. I want to feel again. Feel like I am someone who has a life. When I get like this I start back in therapy. Looks like I will have to break down and do that this week. In all reality I would like to just live alone, go to work and the heck with everyone else. veronicapi