hey Belle....hope you are doing good....I just got rid of the other real estate agent...I was working with two agents for two different cities....now I'm just staying with one of them...He's such a nice guy....very honest....even today I wanted to get a home that I was barely afford and he told me "don't burn yourself under debt"....He said "I can't forgive myself if I don't tell you that"....and then he told me how he got divorce from his first wife, because they bought an expensive home which they couldn't afford and they went through so much money problems that they finally got divorced with three kids....he said that was the worst thing he have done....well...he's around 55 something and I respect him for his honesty....
I gave notice to my landlady already and I want to move out from this crappy place by end of this month....then I have more brain to think about a home to buy....It looks like it won't be an easy quick decision....I need more time....
I think that's a bad decision to rush to get something....It's so stupid, I cried today when I found out I can't buy the home that I really loved....I was around 30k short

I will put my effort from tomorrow to just find a rental place and get rest and enough sleep....
By the way....my biopsy result is negative....it showed just some inflammation...thank god....I think life is so short and It's better to live in peace....
I totally agree with Seeker1950....I've been single for a year now....and I think I really needed this time to heal my wounds....It's not good to jump from one relationship to the other....right now....I feel more ready to shop around for dates....and I don't get attached to them as I used to be before....there are several guys that i got to meet them this coming weekend....not sure how it will go, but I just want to have a good time and see how it goes....
take care
Marjan